August 1st, 2008

Here we are in a new month. Can't believe its all ready August!Matt ended July by getting a bigger feeding tube. So now it won't be so hard getting his food and water through that tiny tiny hole. It wasn't the best experience for Matt unfortunately. We now know that Matt can feel pain and everything! Not the way we wanted to find out, but being at kaiser we don't always get what we want.
If there's one thing to pray for its to get Matt out of kaiser! Its time, For him especially. He needs special care and he's not geting it there. Matt needs rehab, he needs a place that will help him get back on his feet. The doctors there are just not doing it. He's had some amazing nurses but the doctors and speech therapy-not so much.
Each day Matt contiues to be more alert. He knows what's going on around him and what people are saying. He's inside there its just taking some time to get out. We all have to continue to be strong and hope for the very best. Only him and God know when it will be time. Remember, its Gods timing, not ours.
Also if anyone is wondering why I am holding this golf benefit for Matt here's why...for many years Matt has touched our lives, been there for us, stuck by our side, and always belived in the best. Now its our time to give back and show Matt we can follow in his steps. Matt is the most amazing person I have ever met. He has such a strong heart, an amazing attitude about all things, and he doesn't judge you. I consider myself the luckies girl alive because I have gotten the opportunity to share his life with him. Matt is the one person that you want your son, daughter, brother, sister, friend etc to meet. Such an unfortunate tragedy happen early the morning of March 28th. Talk about being at the wrong place at the wrong time. I want Matt to be able to have his life back. I want him to be able to one day move on from this and never look back. He'll be able to do that if everyone comes together to help. This is for Matt, his family, and friends to all get together and have some normal fun. So please pass the word on and come out and support him. You won't be sorry you did.
Once again, thank to everyone out there that has been praying. We feel them!