Wednesday, August 13, 2008

August 12th, 2008

Something that is comforting is the fact that matt and I have a schedule. He knows that I come every night and I haven't missed one day since March 28th. He expects me to be there at least by 10 if not a few minutes after that. Only tonight was different, I was late. I got stuck at work.I didn't get there until after 1030. He was stressed. His nurse said he must have been missing me because once I got there and he saw that I was there he relaxed. There is one more step. Its memory, feelings, and anticipation. He's gotten into a routine. His brain is healing. With time it will all come cack. That is why I am still standing. Its like he knows right when I need a lift. He knows how to tell me in his way to keep trusting. How can I not?
Its amazing how you can cominicate through the heart. The one thing that I can put my life on is that matt is where he is due to all the love coming from everyone. Having love ones around him everyday is what keeps him fighting.

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