Happy 2 Year Anniversary!!!

Matt,
I know someday you'll read this, and I hope it'll be sooner than later. Today was our 2 year anniversary! Can you believe it?
I spent most of my day thinking back on our memories and all the fun things we have done over the past 2 years. I also thought a lot about when we first met. Our first kiss, our first movie date, everything. It put a smile on my face. Last night I brought over your present. I made you a picture poster. You just starred at it and looked at everything. I was telling you about each picture and you followed my finger to each one. One picture you smiled as I told the story of the picture to your parents. It warmed my heart to see that smile.
Matt you are my life, the minute you walked into my life I fell in love with you. You filled a spot in my heart, made me believe in love again, and showed me what a real relationship was suppose to be like. I know now more than ever that we were meant for eachother.
After the accident I was pretty much in denial. I knew it was bad but to me I saw you, I didn't see the bad parts, I only saw you. As the days turned to weeks I still kept holding on to the fact that I felt you and you were still in there. Weeks then turned to months and yes it has been hard, sometimes so incredibly lonely. But I still feel you. Maybe that's what makes it hard. I can't ever give up hope. I feel you so much! I have this burning sensation in my heart, and I know its coming from you.
Today was difficult. I won't lie. I thought a lot about what we were doing this time last year. Remember we went to the hospital in Murrieta and waited on the arrival of my baby niece? My poor sister she was in labor for hours and hours and then didn't have her till the next day! We celebrated Taylors birthday in downtown with all the friends, and then we traveled to temecula and spent the weekend at temecula creek inn just spending time together. We had a couples massage which was heavenly! Those were good times.
If feels like everything is so different now. But one thing has remained the same...our love for eachother. If anything we have gotten closer. This accident has made us insepartable. No matter how long it takes for you to heal I will be here till the end! I'll never leave Matt I promise! What's funny is that I was thinking about what all little girls say when they start asking questions to their mommys..."but how do you know its the real thing? How do you know its true love that will last forever and ever?" I'm almost 24 and I finally figured it out! When you go to sleep thinking of that person, wake up thinking of that person, every conversation you have somehow links back to that person, when your just sitting there and a smile comes across your face because his picture popped into your head, or when something tragic happens and the future is uncertain but all you want to do is be there, hold him, love him, pray for him, cry with him, and wispher "I love you, please keep holding on" that's when you know its the real thing!
The reason for writing all this is for you to be able and look back on what you missed. I want you to know every thing! I want you to know I never gave up hope. And I never will. And one day we will all sit around and talk about everything that happened while you were sleeping and healing. One day we will be together again.
I love you Matt! And I'm hoping for many more years to come. You have such a bright and beautiful future ahead of you.
I love you, I love you more, I love you most, I love you mostest, I love you mostest times infinity to the infinity power sealed with a kiss!!! I win!! :) Lindsey aka your little girl...